Smitten

What is my deal with inappropriate crushes? Upon sight I did one of those instant blushes and fell into obnoxious uncontrollable stupid smiling. Its bad. Said person is insanely smart, successful and they just have a good energy about them. (Pardon me for a moment while I go light some candles and burn some incense). It also probably doesn’t help the situation that she kinda looks like Amanda Palmer even though she doesn’t really. I’m hoping I get a hold of myself soon and I can fall into my normal pattern of jealousy apposed to googley admiration.