Interesting

You know you have changed when you spend forever creating a self loathing playlist and instead of crying into your wine all you do is think....

What the FUCK?!?! I am so much better than this bullshit.

I do still love Amanda Palmer's whining, she can be tortured for me any time. I however have better things to do today...even if it only is laundry.

Pathetic Self Loathing...It's Been Awhile

Soil, Soil
Tegan and Sara

Oh and I'm feeling
Directionless yes
But that's to be expected
And I know that best
And in creeps the morning
And another day's lost
You've just written wondering
And I reply fast
All you need to save me
All you need to save me
Call (call)
And I'll be curled on the floor
Hiding out from it all (all)
And I won't take any other call
I feel like a fool
So I'm going to stop troubling you
Buried in my yard
A letter to send to you
And if I forget
Or god forbid die too soon
Hope that you'll hear me
Know that I wrote to you
All you need to say to me
All you need to say to me
Is call (call)
And I'll be curled on the floor
Hiding out from it all
And I won't take any other call